I'm Human

The word "don't do anything stupid" keep passing through my mind, every time I got a bad idea (well, in my brain, I knew that it's not good for me).

And many2 times I came across to choices that I have to made which many times also, I choose the wrong one.
is this included in the category "don't do anything stupid?"

If it does, then... I will always do something stupid, coz I'm human.
It is human to make wrong choices and I don't think I wanna turn back the time so I can made the wrong one rite.
Coz my choices, wrong and rite are the things that made me who I am rite now.
They teach me, nurture me, give me strength, give me hope

Hate me if you want, when u r dragged in to the wrong choices that I made.
I'm sorry, I won't turn back the time and make it rite for u either.

All I can do is try to do it rite, or.. Not to do the same mistake again.
But.. I'm human... I slip

It's My Birth Day

My destination seems unknown,
some times i felt, all alone.
Yet funny jokes and laughs out loud,
i'll always be surrounded by crowd.

Think about the memories
Experiences great and small
Having close friends, and families
That have made me who i am now.

world can hurt me in every way
yet i'll survive, get stronger each day
Wanna scream and shout,
I'll survive! there's no doubt.

it's my bday
thatz all i wanna say

in memory of my beloved Mimi

This thread is copy paste by LC from LC-Friendster Blog 8 March 2007 - Thursday


Good Bye Mimi

Wish that you can stay with me and family more longer, but I guess God wants the best for you. He doesn’t want you to suffer more longer with your illness while i’ve been selfishly asking you not to leave me, coz i’m not ready yet. (well, I guess I’ll never be ready)

Living with you, with your cute face, while doing everything (even doing nothing u still have a very very cute face til i can’t stand not to play with you a while). You make me hard to forget you, well i guess i won’t forget you at all, you’ve been my best friend since i’m still a kid. When I cry, u’re the one i hug at home, when i’m happy u’re the one i hug also to share my happiness. 1 word to describe you, IRREPLACEABLE

So… I guess this is goodbye, until we meet again in Heaven. (I’ll be good here so I can go to where u’ll go)

I Thank God u go peacefully. and knowing u’re in His care now, i’ll let you go in peace.

I love you Mimi.

Heart

Heart is not made in black&white,
It is blur, confuse u from time to time
And when u choose wrong, u blame heart.
Coz it's the easy way out, rite?

U try not to believe in it anymore
But u just keep to fall somehow
It tickles ur tummy
Hurts like hell, it's uneasy

Then u say f**k it
I just can't take it
Me and me alone
I can survive on my own

but then.. If u think again
who really want to end up alone
Walk on the path of life without emotion
Now.. Heart seems to be on ur side all along
Huh...?

#LCpoet

Let's be strong cause u are

Apa yang kau alami kini
Mungkin tak dapat engkau mengerti
Satu hal tanamkan di hati
Indah semua, yg Tuhan b'ri

Tuhanmu, tak akan memberi
Ular beracun bagi yang minta roti
Cobaan yang engkau alami
Tak melebihi kekuatanmu

Tangan Tuhan, sedang merenda
suatu karya yang agung mulia
Saatnya kan tiba nanti
kan kau lihat pelangi kasih-Nya

#this song never fail to make me stronger when needed. since i was a teenage, up to now :)