It's My Birth Day

My destination seems unknown,
some times i felt, all alone.
Yet funny jokes and laughs out loud,
i'll always be surrounded by crowd.

Think about the memories
Experiences great and small
Having close friends, and families
That have made me who i am now.

world can hurt me in every way
yet i'll survive, get stronger each day
Wanna scream and shout,
I'll survive! there's no doubt.

it's my bday
thatz all i wanna say

in memory of my beloved Mimi

This thread is copy paste by LC from LC-Friendster Blog 8 March 2007 - Thursday


Good Bye Mimi

Wish that you can stay with me and family more longer, but I guess God wants the best for you. He doesn’t want you to suffer more longer with your illness while i’ve been selfishly asking you not to leave me, coz i’m not ready yet. (well, I guess I’ll never be ready)

Living with you, with your cute face, while doing everything (even doing nothing u still have a very very cute face til i can’t stand not to play with you a while). You make me hard to forget you, well i guess i won’t forget you at all, you’ve been my best friend since i’m still a kid. When I cry, u’re the one i hug at home, when i’m happy u’re the one i hug also to share my happiness. 1 word to describe you, IRREPLACEABLE

So… I guess this is goodbye, until we meet again in Heaven. (I’ll be good here so I can go to where u’ll go)

I Thank God u go peacefully. and knowing u’re in His care now, i’ll let you go in peace.

I love you Mimi.

Heart

Heart is not made in black&white,
It is blur, confuse u from time to time
And when u choose wrong, u blame heart.
Coz it's the easy way out, rite?

U try not to believe in it anymore
But u just keep to fall somehow
It tickles ur tummy
Hurts like hell, it's uneasy

Then u say f**k it
I just can't take it
Me and me alone
I can survive on my own

but then.. If u think again
who really want to end up alone
Walk on the path of life without emotion
Now.. Heart seems to be on ur side all along
Huh...?

#LCpoet

Let's be strong cause u are

Apa yang kau alami kini
Mungkin tak dapat engkau mengerti
Satu hal tanamkan di hati
Indah semua, yg Tuhan b'ri

Tuhanmu, tak akan memberi
Ular beracun bagi yang minta roti
Cobaan yang engkau alami
Tak melebihi kekuatanmu

Tangan Tuhan, sedang merenda
suatu karya yang agung mulia
Saatnya kan tiba nanti
kan kau lihat pelangi kasih-Nya

#this song never fail to make me stronger when needed. since i was a teenage, up to now :)

expect the un-expectable

people come and go in ur life
sometimes without saying hi nor good bye

they become ur daily view
make u feel loved and seems that they care for u

yet one thing you must always remember
there nothing but dissapointment when it comes to people

dont let your heart have hope
if u dont want to fall with out rope

careful for everything might seems as good as it is
until puffhh its gone leaving u with nothing but tears

blog yang bikinnya karena disuruh

Demikian email bos ku yang kadang suka jijai bajaj tralala:

Guys,

We are thinking of developing a competition for students (junior/senior high school + university) where the winners will get exposure on media.

Yang di expose will have to be their writing (articles/blogs) yang related to “how to use telecommunications to get the most out of life”.

This idea is still in the making but will have to move fast if it gets approved.

For this I need to develop some prototype blogs on different areas of interests.

Therefore I am giving everyone a task on writing a short essay. 300 – 400 words (half page only) on these topics:

1. College life & work (LENA)

2. Keeping up to date and using gadgets (BONDAN)

3. Travelling (SISCA)

4. Stock trading (RONALD)

5. Cooking (IRMA)

6. Cycling (HADI)

7. Photography (DODO)

8. Zulfan mikir ndiri soalnya gue ngak tahu hobby nya apa J

9. Optional (ngak wajib) : preparing for your new baby (VIVI)

You need to write a short essay that looks like a diary that tells what you did last week related to the topic, and how you used telecommunications (voice, sms, data) to get the most of life related to the topic (which I assume is each of you hobbies).

Yang pertama submit dapet oleh2 tambahan dari turki

Deadline Rabu pagi before 10 AM.

Awas kalo ngak ada at least 3 people yang submit maka ngak ada makan2 ulang tahun gue. And it will be YOUR FAULT COLLECTIVELY J

Another idea is : kalo udah ada 3 yang submit, yang ngak submit ngak ditraktir hehehe… Tapi peraturan terakhir ini lihat nanti deh hehehe…

inilah blog pemaksaan yang gak jelas juga intinya apaan. yg penting bikin.

Judul blog: 449 kata

Anak2 S2 kelas malam di kampusku 80 persen karyawan, karena kudu punya pengalaman kerja minimum 2 tahun, so gak ada fresh grad. Mereka semua pekerja dan punya kehidupan sendiri diluar kampus. Ada yg lagi hamil lah, mao kawin lah, baru kawin lah, punya 2 anak lah, remponglahh. So tentunya susah bertemu dihari biasa, padahal tugas menumpuk kayak gila dan gak bisa nunggu sampe weekend. akhirnya diskusi dan tugas banyak dilakukan di malam hari, lewat yahoo messenger (belakangan lewat blackberry group sih). untuk internetan di rumah, rata2 pakai.. salah satu operator. g sendiri, punya lebih dari 1 provider, jadi kalo yg satu lagi lambat gak karuan, masih ada yg lain. (maklum, aye kerja di operator, jadi ya kudu lebi happening lah.

Bayangkan kalo gak punya internet di rumah, gak bisa diskusi tugas, apalagi kirim tugas. dan pastinya akan jadi org yang ketinggalan untuk informasi2 dari kampus yang selalu diinformasikan via email. Dan yang pasti nyusahin anggota team mu kalo tugas bagian mu harus nunggu besok harinya, dikirim via email kantor, padahal harus kumpulin di sore harinya. Internet kantor emank membantu, tapi pake di luar jam kerja aja uda di tanyain (bos gue nyebelin).

Yet again, semua berbalik lagi sama pengguna. Walau telpon, sms, data bisa dengan gampangnya dimiliki oleh setiap org (ngomongin org yg tinggal di kota yaa, bukan desa antah berantah). if u dont know how and when to utilize it, no use. Ibarat emak2 baheula bbrp taon lalu yg dengan bangganya bawa2 handphone communicator yang segede botol aer, tp pas di tanya ternyata cuman dipake buat telpon dan sms doank. Krik..krik…. krik… berat2in tas aja Bu

tapi bagaimana dengan org yg ga gaptek tapi juga gak utilize telpon di waktu yg tepat? Walhasil: dodoldotcom. Ini contohnya:

Alkisah, g sudah masuk trimester 4, setiap trimester ada 3 kelas, setiap senen rabu jumat. So hari pertama kuliah di trimester 4, datanglah gue di hari senin. Macet dari mega kuningan sampe dengan TB simatupang, tibalah gue di kampus sejam-an kemudian. Jam menunjukkan 6.25 PM. berjalanlah gue ke foodhall, di mana biasanya pada ngumpul di sana (makan gratis). Food hall rame... tp gak ada wajah yang kukenal. jangan2 uda pada masuk kelas.

ku ambil telpon, mo nanya kelas nya di ruangan mana sama temen.

krink krink...

LC: "vid, ruangannya di mana?"

V:"di mana loe?"

LC"masi di koperasi, beli minum dulu"

V" loe ambil kelas VBM juga kan?? itu kan mulainya besok, hari ini kan gak ada kelas"

LC.....krik...krikk....

Ternyata di trimester 4 ini, kelas kuliahku adalah selasa kamis jumat. …….

Punya 2 handphone? tetep aja di ketawain sama anak2 dikeesokkan harinya. “mangkanya kalo punya telpon, dipake dunk, jangan cuma menang keren doank” @_@

Moral of the day: got phone? Use it well

Marriage to LC

This thread is copy paste by LC from LC-Friendster Blog 15 November 2007 - Thursday.


Marriage is the most sacred thing to do with ur special some1.

It involves Love, Joy, Sacrifice, Compromise, and Appreciation.
Commitment in marriage is never easy, that’s why it’s precious. Don’t ever think about marrying some1 if u’re not ready to commit, u will hurt GOD.


LOVE

Love her … as your special person, forever. But the most important is to love her as a person
created by God Himself, for you. So keep her safe, treat her right. Love her unconditionally, like the way God always loves u.



JOY

Enjoy every minute of ur life with her, even in the darkest moment of your life, coz even life become so worse, u still have ur special some1 to share with by ur side.


COMPROMISE

Compromise, accept her for the way she is, all her flaws, all her quirky, all the bad things that she’s done or will do. Compromise if she sometimes loves to do things that u don’t really like. coz sometimes, if u rethink it, non of it really matter.


SACRIFICE

Sacrifice the things that u usually have such as the habit that she doesn’t like, the spare time that u usually have it all for urself, the freedom to do anything at anytime u want.



APPRECIATE

Appreciate all little things that she does for you, like a cute email that she send just to say I miss u. Like cooks that she made even though she can’t cook and taste bad. Like small kiss on ur cheek, or forehead.


And.. also appreciate that she needs to have personal quality time all for herself, personal things that she has to keep by herself, personal stuff that’s limited for u to see, marriage doesn’t mean u own her nor everything that she own, marriage mean sharing, not having.


Consider your partner like sands in ur hand;
If you open your hands too wide, wind will blow her away. On the contrary, if u hold it too tight, you will still have her, but just a lil bit of her, small part of her, coz most of it manage to get
out from your hand and also blown away by wind.
What u should do it’s to hold her rite, not too tight, not too loose.

Well, hard to do all of this coz human is human after all.
Most of the time, u’ll be all selfish, all about wanting to get the compromise, wanting ur partner to be the 1 who sacrifice, etc etc etc.

So… remember this 1 thing,

Balance is perfection.